LOST

     Life is not easy, even if u have guidance its not that simple, being a husband teaches me a lot, even my marriage is just 3 years in age. Not being able to manage my own feeling is a fatal mistake that I do a lot lately, 

    Miscommunications is one of the result of me failing to control my own feeling, even when I'm writing this entry, I don't know what should I do to fix things that I did. I do admit I neglected others feeling, even my house hold is shaking because of my own doing. I wanted to say it is what it is, but that is too selfish of me, turn's out I did say that. 

     How can I turn back time, nope, u can't do that, then how can I fix things, something u just have to let it flow, u always tell everyone that trust in the process, and put God in front of you, but what did you do. you put yourself before God. This is what happen. 

    Long story short, I may have neglected my wife for no good reason. regretting what you do is not wrong, but at one point, the situation may not be the same. because for an unconditional love come not with neglect, no matter what I do, I'm not sure i can fix things.  

    Afraid of losing the love of my live, is the most painful thought in my heart. What else can I do to show that I love my wife, I'm not good in words.

    A wise man told me, keep calm, how on earth do I do that man... I cant even see where I'm going. I do a lot of mistake in live, until now. Something I don't know what else should I do, 

    To be honest, I'm lost. what should I do to fix the mistake that I do. 

    Realize that putting yourself on the right path is important too, but how should I know that is the right path. How should I know what I'm doing is the right thing. 

    How should I make it right...